其實

我僞裝

很努力掩飾我的悲傷

但是，我僞裝的很累……

有誰會比我衰運~

來比比看～ 

家人~電話~學校～自由~誰誰誰~

統統不要我～放棄我~

我一個躲在角落~ 

偷偷掉淚

我永遠囘不去快樂的地方

那曾屬於我的快樂
 

消失了 

小鬼-不削

事情如果那麽簡單那就好了
想讓自己不見
瞬間就通通消滅
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了
受傷不會流血
悲傷也不會流淚

不需要有同類
傳染頹廢
不需要愚昧的尊嚴
不需要去偷竊你的思念
自我安慰

就讓我僞裝
我嘴角不屑
讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍
允許我保留我最後一點點特權
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神裏閃爍不屑
可能我心裏一半已經殘廢
那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天
這一半漸漸地瓦解

如果我還有一點點不屑
别想要說服我純潔的絕對
我只是世界上物種絕種的絕類
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我還有一點點不屑
那是我自己虛榮心在作祟
自以爲或許有一天我們會重疊
我可以再愛你第二遍

 

 Hate That I Love You [粵語] - Rihanna & 張敬軒

R:　So how much I love you (H: Yeah)
So how much I need you (H: Yeah Yeah Yeah)

R:　And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile No

H:　為我設想
別叫我歡暢　可惜親吻你
忘掉在溫馨中帶涼
視你如偶像　忘掉這麼想最傷
But I hate it

R:　You know exactly what to do　
So that I can’t stay mad at you　
For too long
That’s wrong

H:　Girl I hate it
事實是你一刻技癢
便自動勾起我幻想　消失智商
自問我討厭這份遐想

R:　And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you (H: I need you)
R:　And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

H:　實在你也知道
我開心因見到
平和地相處的美好

R:　Sad and it’s not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that
I love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

H:　And I hate how much I love you girl
我未能拋得開痛著醉倒
And I hate how much I love you girl
無法遺失的擁抱
But I hate that I love you so

R:　One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak

H:　最恨世上　講相知
得你能透視至此
大概這點心意　像咒語玩意
Hate that I love you so

R:　So much I love you　
H:　How much I need you　
R:　So much I need you　
H:　How much I love you
R:　So much I love you (H: I need you)　
So much I need you (H: I need you)

R:　And I hate that I love you (R+H: So)
H:　And I hate how much I love you girl (R: Hey)
R:　I can’t stand how much I need you (H: I can’t stand how much I need you)
R:　And I hate how much I love you boy (H: Yeah Oh)
But I just can’t let you go (H: But I just can’t let go　No)
R+H:　And I hate that I love you so　
And I hate that I love you so so